Friday, March 26, 2010
man.....i tot that losing my job is bad enough. yea losing a girl that i like to another colleague at the same time sounds worse enough.
what happen actually?
i like tis girl during my training time. sweet..nice girl..my age...my type..perfect!? no idea...at that time she is attached...to a guy for about 7 years in relationship?....was thinking...nah...dun go for her..she attached...so...like her still..but never make any move(big mistake)
so she then became close to a malay guy in my batch...REALLI CLOSE...everytime i ask..." nah...we jux close frens.."..."no la..we jux those best fren kind".....so didnt really care then...
after which..another guy came into the picture...VERi nice to her...and she became veri close to him too...come to wrk together...go back together.....tot he is my rival..cuz that guy kinda infamous for flirting ard recklessly at work....told her abt it..she dun believe..no worries..she will get to noe it one day...
so one day i cant take it...i went to tell that malay guy that i liked the girl..tot he and i gd frens...can share secrets...so at first...he tell me go for her..she is a nice girl...sae until the world is so wonderful..and stuff...so i tot..yea..why not...the onli rival i got is the other guy at work......
so after much discussion and stuff...ended up....the malay guy and i analyse that i dun seems to hav a chance..ask me dun go for her....and i stupidily believe so.....AT THE SAME TIME...
my other colleagues are like telling me...dun tell that malay guy anything..he and she are together..they always so close and stuff..and some even saw them hold hands...
i was tinking...hmmm...cannot be leh..if so the girl will definitely tell me.....(so i believe at first)
so i was asked to leave the company...due to god knows why reason.....slowly i came to realise...a guy will call her early in the morning..after work..kinda...and i can hear is tat malay guy....
so emo-ed...sadded....and its like....when tat guy is not ard..she will pop over the dividers at work and talk to me...after work...will come over and say gd bye and stuff...BUT when that guy is back....she will be so to him....always pop over to talk to him...giggles and laugh...sit beside him a work..literally....and she will wait for him to knock off and go off together...how close are they...couple like close...
so after our last day and stuff...one fine day i decided to ask her....is she wif that guy....and found out..she is..how nice..they didnt confess to each other..and has been going out since last year oct...(our training days) ....so they let nature takes its course and now they are lovely dovely...
she apologise for not telling me and lied cuz she find there isnt a need to tell other ppl....damn i am so upset...so pissed..
Firstly...that malay guy shld be the happiest man alive when i told i not going to confess to that girl...cuz technically he wouldnt hav a rival...and secondly...they always has been going out and yet she didnt tell me...act as if nth happens....treat me like a idiot....thirdly...what was those actions at work when he is not ard..why talk to me...so nice to me...smile and laugh..when i am jux like a 2nd charge in a Home loan term...so tat guy is first charge...so if that guy is ard....everything is tat guy...if he is not ard..then look for me....is tat abit bad..doesnt u feel anything?
now they are happily dating and going out..and here i am...idiot...pissed...sad...and i trusted them...realli trusted....yet....tis happens....tat why i once post in my fb status....
" never trust anyone...not even the one that seems closest to you. cuz they might be the one lying to u all along..."
THAT SO FREAKING TRUE man...anyway....i wish them all the best and stay lovely dovely...tats the most a true friend can do...
after all....i brought it all to myself...
sad
9:21 PM