hmm...so long since i last blog....well.... nowadays dunno why...feel kinda of sian....nothing much to do... so i decided to change my blog skin..hahah...now wad u see is the sort of finalized design...will change for the better soon i hope...lol...

Dunno why...now my feelings are abit strange....i feel sad...and down...eventhough there are ppl ard to talk to....but i still feel down..... i dun even noe wad causes all tis strange feelings...not love feeling hor..haha...maybe..i am jux tired....afterall...i haven realli take off since i started my attachment...(holidae dun count lah)....yah..so its like..work everydae... soon enough i tink i dun realli remember wad is it like to be at home for one whole dae...haha... luckily next fri will be my last dae of my attachment..then i can finally take a break for awhile...lol...after a little break...i tink i hav to go back to working life again....work and work till my NS enlistment come...

Some ppl might tink tt i work too much...like no life....shld hav fun when i am young...cuz old le then no time or dun hav tt much energy to go realli hav fun....but i tink to me..mabbie my thinking is too old le ba...but mabbie...afterall working is jux one IMPT part in life tt we will go thru...start it early or late...we still hav to go thru it anyway..hahaa..moreover...work give u..$$$$....lol..and if i dun work..i might starve to death...so abit bo bian huh..haha..well...

i feel that we shldnt be choosy abt our job also..work wadever job we can find first...work..gain the exp...if not suitable..move on...we cant get the ideal job right at the start...but if we keep on working..eventually we will find the right job for us.... haha....tts my opinion lah...diff ppl think differently anyway...hahaa...

hmmm..blogging not so bad..i feel much better after saaying alll tis rubbish..hahaha...but i still need to find out wad actualli wrong wif me...someone help me pls...lol