I'm back after 5 days....lotsa things happen lately.....

Its like during thurs night...i finally realised the image i am showing to ppl ard me...the sadness and the pessimistic me is affecting the ppl ard me... i am sorry for that...and tt night i detest myself totally...i feel so shit....and i nearly cried..... i too like to thank my frens for waking me up....i wont mention their names as u noe who u are.....
I hereby say THANK YOU.... i appreciate that....

I guess...i am jux too tired...totally burned out from work....physically and mentality.... i felt so helpless....damn i am weak.. moreover the next day i hav comm skill rehearsal presentation...thankfully my mind hav cleared before the presentation...and...i am still the best in that class....hahaa...

I think i just think too much...sometime...way too much....i think beyond wad my age group will think...i started wondering whats my purpose in life...and i seems to be always waiting for something new to happen in my life.....yet it never happen....wad i wan?...a gf?...a career?....money?....scholarship?....or just a peaceful life...? I guess the last point is not applicable...the society we hav now..will never lets us hav peaceful life....hais....

I am tired....realli tired....
Who can help me??